I GOT JUMBLED.

I dunno how to start but now my mind is quite SCRIBBLED.
Wiw. These passed few days our relationship of Nico is kindah....
Geez. I don't know. But he started not texting me though I know he have a load. Ö
Yea, I admit it I'm a fool for cheating. T__________T
Fuck. I feel very guilty so much. But Why does I've been cheating him for so long?

I think because of his less attentions, doubts, and lastly her PRESENCE.
Sometimes I feel so stupid for having someone who's too FAR AWAY from me.
I can't prevent my doubts because of his looks. Sometimes I was thinking and begging for some signs to God If he does cheating me only? Gaaad.

And now another new fault. I fell out of love on him because of another guy.
But I MISS HIM SO MUCH.
If time comes will separate us.
I will just ADMIT the FACT that were not meant for each other.
I will just THANK GOD for giving that boy as part of my life. (:
IT WILL TRULY HURT ME BUT ACCEPTANCE IS A MUST. (:

I FEEL SORRY FOR ALL MY FAULTS AND LIES